sELL fISH?

Bukan jual ikan.. but selfish!

Aku marah tapi nak buat macam mana some ppl they just cant used their gifted brain to think rationally. How ppl can choose shopping than spending time with relative which can only be done once in the blue moon. Frustrated, when the relatives asking where another part of the family member go.. shud i just say.. whoaa, lie again, sick and stayed home.. where else, gone for shopping.. i just cant believed myself. Then later, post in the FB saying.. "i might seems smiling doesnt mean im happy".. Happines is something your have to gain.. sometimes its so mysterious, you dont even have to work hard you also can be happy.. seeing someone else smiling at you makes you happy.. rite?

Some ppl dont really know how to appreciate time.. or value it! Just because no more parent asking you to do this or to do that.. you can act what ever you pleased? Even when the parent still alive.. you just thinking only bout your self.. your friend.. your work.. so, think again.. what does your self.. your freind.. your work.. ever give to you? Can it last? Nope.. What last is.. love of your parent.. love of your siblings.. love of your relatives.. and they say your name in every solah.

Hm, tapi bila susah tau pulak carik famili members.. mengharapkan kawan.. setakat tu jer la. Adik beradik jugak dicari kan kan? Time nak kenduri kendari.. tau pulak kena carik sepupu sepapat.. pak cik and mak cik sedara.. Itu laa.. kalau aku cakap karang marah.. tak nak dengar cakap orang tua or adik beradik tapi cakap kawan and orang luar jugak laa yg dikut, itu sebab laa hidup sentiasa di landa masalah.. bukan aku nak cakap apa laa.. or mendoakan, kalau boleh aku nak semua perkara yang baik baik jer tapi Allah s.w.t lebih mengetahui dan punya rencanaNya sendiri terhadap kita semasa hidup. Kerana masa hadapan suatu yang belum pasti yang pastinya adalah waktu kini sekarang now.. whatever we do now will leads us to a better tomorrow..

Lihat dengan hati terbuka.. apakah selama ini rezeki yang kita cari adalah rezeki yang berkat? Mencari rezeki yang halal tetapi mendedahkan aurat.. Kena ingat, rezeki Allah s.w.t yang beri.. kalau dia nak ambil.. anytime jer dia ambil.. Bila dia dah ambil jangan laa kita ngomel.. masalah tu masalah ni.. Dia ambil kerana dia nak tengok kita nih bagaimana menangani dugaan dia kali ini.. adakah kita menangani nya dengan pergi Karaoke kononnya utk hilang stress? Does it? Once you back in the office.. the problem still there.. Adakah dengan pergi bershopping .. you out off stress? Really? Is it the words.. "As long as she happy" doesnt suit with the situation here..

Bila aku bising.. siap cakap "Ko ni apa masalah ko".. then aku think again.. does this happen before? or with someone else.. maybe it the same words she say to people who nags to her.. really? Then i would love to slap her face..

Dont say that we dont understand your problem.. you've been facing..  its your problem.. you settled it.. You always in my prayers.. because who else will pray for your if not your own blood.. your sister.. your brother.. your parent if you still have any.. Does your fren? in their prayers? Does your work pray for you? Does you have any husband or children to pray for you? Does your money pray for you? Think again!

Sakit kepala aku dibuatnya budak sorang nih.. macam mana laa arwah mak dulu.. handle Hm, no wonder laa.. no one around her to hear her story koz been bz with friends and work.. and work..